The cycle of abuse can leave you feeling crazy.  The abuser's behavior can swing quickly from sweet and seemingly kind to angry and hurtful.  It is typical to feel as though you are "walking on eggshells." Some women have said that he seemed to be like Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde.  In time you may realize that the sweet behavior is actually manipulation.  His purpose is to control you.  His gifts and kindness always have strings attached.  He is quickly angry if you refuse his "gifts."  The cycle may not necessarily follow the pattern of "honeymoon", "tension" and "explosion."  He may jump between the three phases.  He may stay in "honeymoon" for a few minutes or a few weeks before the "tension" or "explosion" hit.  The pattern generally deteriorates over time; he spends more and more time in the "tension" and "explosion" phases, and only gives enough "honeymoon" to keep you hopeful in the relationship. 

Cycle Of Abuse: Copywrited in 2008 by Jill Cory & Karen McAndless-Davis

His behavior will generally escalate when he feels his control slipping; therefore, the time when you leave the relationship, and immediately afterwards, can be the most dangerous for you.  It is very important to carefully plan your departure.  Women typically say that the man they see during the "honeymoon" phase is the man they thought they married.  There may have been glimpses of the "other man" but they did not seem alarming when placed in context of the "wonderful man" that he appeared to be. You may be the only one that sees the dark side of him.  He may show only his wonderful side to the rest of the world.